I feel there's something deeply inherently wrong with who I am?

please talk to someone and get some help and eventtually everything will be fine. Trust me, i've known a few people who have gone to therapists or just talked to some one and they have a great life now. I know it's easy just to say it but Try and keep some friends beccause it'll make you feel closer to someone seen as you don't have that at home. xXx